Saturday, March 19, 2011
Fine Day
Kinda quiet around here today, but GORGEOUS outside...73 degrees F, not a cloud in the sky...I'm gonna go out and plant something!
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Today
Today
Like Yesterday
Day after Day
after day
after day
get up
up outa my comfy warm bed
get going
do my "chores"
All day, This and That
That and This and
This and That
Again and Again the endless cycle
Anchored here in this space
although, it is love and loyalty that binds me
And I would never shirk
The duties of love that I perform
And helping others, thanks to my upbringing,
(and some is a gift from the Spirit) has always been my nature
And I say this not to brag, it's just a fact
I was raised under the "Do Unto Others" Rule
And I suppose it stuck!
Still arise those moments when I feel imprisoned
God, the Guilt I carry is palpable and heavy
When these moods envelope me
I Feel What I Feel, it simply erupts
I cannot deny them
but I hate myself for feeling it
Sometimes I Hate Myself
I fear
I will become "unstable"
(is that the politically correct phrase for being off your nut?)
And then I remember...A Ha!
My spirit soars in secret spirals in my soul
when I steal away for a private moment
I take these nasty, selfish thoughts
and round them up into a ball of bitterness, tangled in self-pity
And toss them away
Into the pit they go, dissolved
And then, step back,
take another look at life,
no longer clouded by the bitter stench of resentment
After all, I do live in a prison willingly
I can clearly see the truth!
Many of us have no one,
Spending days and nights alone
(that's what you thought you wanted!)
nights stretched out in an empty bed
waking up, in the same state
Whereas now, when I awake, I can begin
Climbing that rainbow ladder
And appreciate my life full of light
And be oh so grateful for
What my life really is about
And the chance to live it
Therefore heavy moods and somber thoughts
Move in and go out like emotional weather
The trick is, how you prepare for those emotional storms
And, most importantly, enjoy the Moment
Smell Those Roses, my Friend, Your Moment is Now!
~Christopher Hughes 3/17/2011
Like Yesterday
Day after Day
after day
after day
get up
up outa my comfy warm bed
get going
do my "chores"
All day, This and That
That and This and
This and That
Again and Again the endless cycle
Anchored here in this space
although, it is love and loyalty that binds me
And I would never shirk
The duties of love that I perform
And helping others, thanks to my upbringing,
(and some is a gift from the Spirit) has always been my nature
And I say this not to brag, it's just a fact
I was raised under the "Do Unto Others" Rule
And I suppose it stuck!
Still arise those moments when I feel imprisoned
God, the Guilt I carry is palpable and heavy
When these moods envelope me
I Feel What I Feel, it simply erupts
I cannot deny them
but I hate myself for feeling it
Sometimes I Hate Myself
I fear
I will become "unstable"
(is that the politically correct phrase for being off your nut?)
And then I remember...A Ha!
My spirit soars in secret spirals in my soul
when I steal away for a private moment
I take these nasty, selfish thoughts
and round them up into a ball of bitterness, tangled in self-pity
And toss them away
Into the pit they go, dissolved
And then, step back,
take another look at life,
no longer clouded by the bitter stench of resentment
After all, I do live in a prison willingly
I can clearly see the truth!
Many of us have no one,
Spending days and nights alone
(that's what you thought you wanted!)
nights stretched out in an empty bed
waking up, in the same state
Whereas now, when I awake, I can begin
Climbing that rainbow ladder
And appreciate my life full of light
And be oh so grateful for
What my life really is about
And the chance to live it
Therefore heavy moods and somber thoughts
Move in and go out like emotional weather
The trick is, how you prepare for those emotional storms
And, most importantly, enjoy the Moment
Smell Those Roses, my Friend, Your Moment is Now!
~Christopher Hughes 3/17/2011
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